The story began…..I had been thinking to lose some weight for quite some times, maybe since few months ago, or maybe even more further, but I never have the urge to really do it with so many reasons going on in my mind, I used to have "not fat" image since i was little, I used to be so skinny when i was a little girl, remembered my father was threatening to spank me if i don't finished what’s left on my plate, because most of the time I couldn't finished the food on my plate. So to speak, growing up I never scared to get fat, because what i know that I am not fat, ....ONLY IN MY MIND ACTUALLY.